YAWNS. at last the weekend is here! my so-called break =/
well, the week has been rather tough.
I think it's time to wake up, it's about 4months to As.
Seriously, i wasn't paying much attention to the month i'm in now until announcements were made recently and there's a sudden 'ring' in my innermost being.
I need to build studying momentum.
Most importantly, like what Vkwan said, trust God and draw on His strength.
This way, there is joy and peace while studying :)
I pray for true friends who are willing to give a helping hand and do not expect any returns.
I pray for black hearts to be purified.
I pray for strength to be renewed.

Met up with TingXin just now at hougang mall, and we had a really long talk. (:
It had been so long since i've talked so much to someone face to face.
thanks for the listening ears !

Tomorrow's Red-Alert event!
Can't wait!







“Do all the good you can, by all the means you can, in all the ways you can, in all the places you can, at all the times you can, to all the people you can, as long as ever you can.”
- John Wesley.

I'm feeling the laziness to update. :O
yawns, i wanna slp!





went to get 4season durian pancakes again last week.
then J was kind enough to make scrambled eggs. It's cool cause he used milk and butter to cook it. O.O But i gave it 8 cause there was no pepper taste and the egg wasn't mixed properly.
:D together with baked beans, it was yummy (: thanks much.
&& in the end, i went home late and i forgot about my pancakes and it tasted bad ):



Had zone meeting too at west coast park.
It was greatgreatgreat :D "CLICKCLICK" we are the champions !
HAHAA. seriously, check out the videos on FB on how we formed our 4 different groups.
the idea was hilarious yet interesting.

This week was rather good :) praise God for it, seriously.
It was my first time vomitting in school, and somemore on the first day of school after a long hols.
Felt really really sick, the feeling after and before vomit was horrible!
Didn't take PE which means i skipped a chance of burning my fats, awww.
my cousins picked me up from school, felt bad for troubling them.

Had prayer meeting on thurs and i believe God was there with us.
He touched lives and convicted our hearts. Even lukewarm christians want to draw back closer to Him.
ThankYou Jesus.

Also, J came to Sr. You know when an outsider enters an unfamiliar place, they will normally feel awkward and out of place. But J was an exception. Pm ended late so when i went to look for him, he was actually playing bball with my school peeps! wow O.o
tsktsktsktsk, and got himself injured. -.-
I finished my 10 rounds yay! :D someone only ran 3 and walked 2 rounds with me.
thanks ah.. hah!
5 games of pool in 1hr, i thought it was worth it :D haha!




Went white dog cafe with junwei, ts and his collegues.
It was kinda funny at first but i guess i loosened up a little after all the talks and laughters.
hopefully the food was up to their taste :/ ohwells.
Then we went haagen-daz cause i was still hungry, wanted CJ so much. Cravings for beef chilli cheese fries you know you know!!
Ordered a brownie and straight away whispered to jw that i won't be surprised if the brownie turns out to be "BIG".
It really turned out that way and it costs me 7bucks inclusive of GST. tsktsktsk!
CMI please.



Overdue pictures on my 5 training sections of volleyball.


Happy 20th anniversary to SRJC :D
and congrats to cheryl and tx !
Cheryl speech was superd, really want to listen to it the second time.
And imagine yourself leaving cell early and taking a cab down with your cell leader to your school for a celebration and your cell leader herself is supposed to be there to go up stage collect a prize.
COOL?
And just when the ceremony started, i asked a friend who i plan to invite for the upcoming "Red-Alert" event What are his dreams. J posted this question to me too.
His answer was interesting that i have to shout a big WHY and he explained.
Cheryl then gave a speech on the stage which included this same question and he gave me a O.O look. Prophetic! ahaha.
yeap, hopefully he got my point and he will come. He needs Jesus :)



Nights.

Do what You can,
for who You can,
with what You have,
and where You are.




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Prayer meeting today was great.
It's rather awkward praying out loud together with my new cellgroup for the first time, but i'm glad i did pray (:
After pm, went to eat with my new cell-mates.
I felt really part of the cell already and i thank God for that.
And i thank God for placing me in a new cell that is mostly girls. HAHAHA. :D
my parents will be more than happy.
SERIOUS. =.=

I'm looking forward to what's God gonna do in the cell.
it's funny but i'm excited. :)
I'm excited about growing and loving Him more.
I'm excited about what God is gonna do through every single member in the cell
I'm excited about the fellowship in the cell.
I'm excited. :D

Going for dinner with them tomorrow.
lol, and zone outing this sat. happening!
And school's gonna start, man oh man. not prepared to go on a new term.
While reluctant to go back school and start work, i'm looking forward to the prayer plan we gonna have in school by rystine, rachel HK, rina and me.
God, please be there to guild us and hide us under the shadow of Your wings that no evil shall be against us.




ciaos.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY :D

went to have buffet lunch at opposite chinese garden swimming complex.
It was rather good :)
Went to white dog cafe yesterday to celebrate father's day too.
LOL. and i bought a pair of everlast shoes and a zara shirt. i like the shoes ALOT :)
shall wear it tomorrow? ahhhhhh.
anyway, i didn't play bball well today. perhaps i was being provoked and really tired.
really feel sian now.

i really thought to myself just now.
who can really listen and not answer me with just one word or 1 sentence but give me strings of encouragements?
And seriously, about the jc thing. i've got nothing to say. -.-




tc! look forward to tomorrow :)
hopefully i won't be late.

THURSDAY

Had school in the morning.
Bought my 4season durian kueh!
Met J after that and he was late, cause he overslept. tsktsk.
Then he brought me to eat wanton mee.
I wonder why i was so blur. Made both the stall aunty and him laugh.
so embarrassing.
The shui jiao was nice :) and also the crispy wanton.
After finished eating, he wanted to eat ice-kachang but i pointed to the chee kueh he bought from nearby his house.
It had been so long since i ate that ): i think it was my first time eating it this year.
misss it :D
Went arcade. ahhhhh, should have played the dancing one instead eh?


Then had an awesome time with Estie, Antarcus and ts at ECP and bugis :D
Esther and A were super funny throughout the cycle. Made me laugh alot haha!
especially when A was pushing the bike while she was on it. It was supposed to be A complaining tired but instead throughout, esther was complaining. It's as if she was helping him to say it. HAHAHAHAHHA. funnny la you two (:



Wonderful weather and sunshine (:







Ts was late for work, somemore late for 1hr! sorry eh. :/
When he was working, we three went HLX to eat. I just miss the mango SAGO (not tango =p) hahaha. super nice! yummmm.
After that, we went berrylite to have some creamy yummy yogurt. hees.





I like these 2 pics above.
Credits to esther, with much better photography skills than me :)









Glad to be able to hang out and chat so much with you.
Miss you girl! Hope we still can go out some time to 'lim teh' together even as school starts.
Really happy to hear that you've decided to get serious with God.
Let's run this not easy but tough race together that none of us should ever give up k? :)



Just kept thinking about some things today.
do i even have some thing i'm talented in?
If not, how do i even recognise and harness the talent?
ohwells.




tc (:

I'm feeling the blankness now.
I don't remember the things i said last night, all i know was i'm too tired.
I even told J i'm too tired and asked if i could do the note later in the morning.
he said your choice, better go slp cause long day for you today.
so i went offline, before slping, i talked on the phone.
next morning when i saw the comments, i was super shocked.
to me, i thought it was very random. I couldn't take it, so i became angry.
was chatting with jw, so he said perhaps you're jealous or something.
i seriously didn't get it why you must do that for.
my fault for saying that, it's not that word. i don't know how to describe in just one word. :/
I didn't lie, i really didn't know what is that called, so i said quiz.
I also remembered you were asking me something but i can't remember what was it! I just know i was half-way aslp.
It's my fault this time. Guess i'm gonna lose a good friend soon, very soon.
It's rarely your fault, i was joking whenever i said it.
okay never mind.



will update soon on my ecp trip with pictures next time.

why am i feeling so unimportant, so insignificant.
they can just kept laughing and saying.
nothing nothing nothing and more nothing when i asked.
If that's the case, what's the point of having goodfriends in this world.
it is just the name, for show right?

ahhhh. give me a punching bag, i wanna vent my frustrations.


On the way to church, I was thinking a lot.
I really need to set my heart into studying. This is a wake-up call.
I need God to teach me to pray just like how hannah pray.
I need to set aside half-hearted prayers, but instead being desperate and hungry for greater change in my life.
I need to get rid of laziness, the desire to just rest.

and now, i need to take a chill pill. perhaps, many chill pills.

FUN :D

Went Marina Barrage with Estie, Tarcus and LCM for picnic (:
Joel was supposed to join us, it's alright there's always a next time girl.
Cheer up okay, you're not alone. Never.












The sky was super dark, and we thought it was going to rain.
but thank God for answering my prayer, it didn't.
the weather was just nice, not that hot.
HEES.











Thanks for the sandwiches and sausages(:
Thanks for the picnic, the kite-flying and the fun people :D:D
Can't wait to get my 4season durian, and someone to bring me go eat chee kueh :) plus go skating at ecp tomorrow!

Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.